Tuesday, November 30, 2004

unfinished business

i know i've haven't been updating this blog as regularly as i want (maybe it's the lack of brain bran or something). the problem is that i start an entry, save it as a draft, and by the time i go back to finish it i've lost interest, or the topic isn't very relevant anymore, or someone's already said a lot about the same thing.

so the poem that i was writing about judas hangs indefinitely.

my take on the vegas trip i took with the 11/14 girls and some of the poker regulars is mucked.

i've got a lot of unfinished business to take care of.



dems da breaks

hmmmm more celebrity news...

apparently a certain mr. former vice president who was robbed of the presidency some 4 years ago will be visiting. i wonder if i can sneak in the room on some "business" and meet him!!

ooooooooooohhhhhh, aren't you jealous.

denied the dynamite

usually when we have guest anchors on our show i feel very lukewarm to them. a lot of them i could care less about. but yesterday we had "napoleon dynamite" on and i missed him!!! sonofabitch! and i sooooooo wanted to ask if he recently acquired any new skills. you know, like drawing skills, computer hacking skills, nunchuck skills. also i wanted my very own liger drawing. or to maybe do a few glamour shots with him or something. damn damn damn.


post-thanksgiving post

well, i'm back. finally thawing from the snow and cold of colorado where i spent thanksgiving with penquin's family.

apart from the sore throat that i got from the sickies, it was a nice mellow vacation/holiday. i played aunt to two cute kids. unfortunately one of them threw up on my neck and into my USC hoodie. blech. but i guess that happens when you've got a sick 11 month old kid who likes to have spastic happy freakouts. heh

we did a lot of the typical R family things. sat in several hands of euchre, played some board games, amused/were amused by the kids, watched the squirrels sock away peanuts. we did an early christmas so we could see the kids rip up wrapping paper and chew on boxes.

i experienced bitter cold and falling snow for the second time in my life. the first time being on the previous weekend coming back from las vegas. it was snowing in barstow and closed the 15 down for quite a long time. so what would normally be a four hour drive back took eleven!! ugh.

this second time was quite nice. i wasn't sitting trapped in a car on the road. the snow fall in denver was steady as it blanketed the ground, the cars, the gazebo outside the hotel room. sadly i didn't have enough time to really play around in it. we weren't in denver for very long, and left before it really dumped on the city. the snow fell some in colorado springs, but it was very light compared to the storm denver got.

ok so next time i'm somewhere where the snow is falling i will make a snowman, have a snowball fight, and maybe do a snow angel.


i like holidays, but it's also nice to be back home. in sunny california. even if it was 34 this morning in brrrrrrrrrrbank. yeah, wtf is up with that?



Sunday, November 07, 2004

in pursuit of fashion

compulsion sometimes comes in the form of an orange dress. an orange dress, a blue skirt, and a black angora capelet to be precise.

also compulsion doesn't quite know when to stop. because after telling various people about said compulsions i proceeded to surf the online shops for something else to catch my fashion fancy.

and what's sad is that i found stuff! there's this cute pair of green silk kimono shoes i think will match nicely with some outfits i have at home. then there's this necklace that will match the shoes. and some sweaters and skirts that i can wear with coats i have already bought.

then the buyer's remorse starts to creep into my psyche. remorse and reason. and they ask of me, "just where the hell do you think you're going wearing an orange dress?" hmmm. indeed. where am i going? well, i like to think my social life is available for fancier dress, that there are occasions where an orange dress may come in handy. like say, when gentleman drinker throws his orange day parade and party. but that day seems so distant and imaginary that i dare not hold my breath.

yet there's something bordering on talent and art in acquiring pieces to a hand-picked wardrobe. hues and materials are to be carefully considered, then paired, layered to create a smart and seductive ensemble. a discerning eye employed to find the right balance of dark and light, soft and stiff, where the palette includes textures as well as colors.

take a plum chiffon dress with billowy sleeves and complement it with a slash of red ribbon across the neck. call it "bluebeard's bride." here a deep v velvet neckline in chocolate brown over high-necked ivory lace blouse, cinched waist with olive belt, peacock blue satin bustle, suede buckled boots - "velvet bluebell of victoria." i can almost sense the brush strokes, the music forming, the cold shape coming to life...

if only other people understood the madness/genius of my disease, recognized the complexity of the art. i would feel wholly justified in my pursuit of fashion.



Tuesday, November 02, 2004

for fuck's sake

well, it's official. it's time to get the fuck out of this country.

i can't understand this madness.